…has not improved since last time I talked about this. It sucks, and I don’t know how much longer this is going t go on for. For all I know it could be another week, another month, another year, or even forever. I don’t wanna think about forever, because that would just kill me inside. I don’t think I understand how extreme mental health issues can become. I’ve been around it my whole life, and I even have it myself; but it’s still hard to comprehend. Robbie even called the house last night from what my dad told me, and it didn’t get any better. I am surprised my dad hasn’t fallen into it yet.
On another note my neighbors didn’t make a single peep last night! Makes me so happy, and I was able to sleep in peace. I hate sleeping at night though with this scorching weather. Living down in the south doesn’t make it any better. Also, I need to chill on my walking. I am so anxious in getting in shape that I am making my feet go numb haha. I need to get better shoes in about two weeks. Robbie said no, but I can’t damage my feet doing this. I can’t wait to see some results soon!
Have a nice afternoon!